So... I had to totally guess which email i had this account under to get my username and password. haha. It has been just over a year since I've posted on here! Holy cow! I'm guessing since no one even knows about this anymore that everything i say is pretty safe?! haha yeah.. i doubt that! Anyways, nothing has really changed.. okay maybe that isn't so much true.

Me and Brittany are moving in about 3 weeks to Columbus!!! We signed our lease a little over a week ago. I am graudating in March and still trying to decide what to do about grad school or whatever. I am really excited to be finally moving out. I know it will be good to live with Brittany before moving in with the boy when the marriage comes along. She is my best friend..so im pretty sure we wont kill each other. haha! I'm excited though to get out of Mansfield. Mansfield is horrible and there is nothing to do here. Also, absolutely no jobs!

Anyways, speaking of the boy...Chris has 2 weeks and 4 days left of his internship! I can't wait. He's been in Cinci all summer. We have also went through some rough patches.. but we are getting through it. We always do, that's how i know that he's "the one." As corny as that may sound. lol. He is also going to be my neighbor!! One building down..well the office is in between so two buildings. We have NEVER been that close to each other in our whole relationship! ALMOST five years!!! It will be exciting and new to even have him in the same city all the time! Now a plus is that he's my neighbor. We have been butting heads on the whole marriage thing and all that. I've been so stressed and so is he. I think maybe just dropping it all will let us breathe some. It's definitely happening but we just don't know when.. He's not ready yet and that's fine. I think all the changes are just a little too much right now. He graduates in December and has to find "THE" job within the next three months. I understand that is a lot of pressure. Plus he has to move again. Hopefully he can stay in Columbus or who knows what's going to happen. Long distance for almost 5 years is just about enough. It's so stressful and puts a lot of stress on the relationship. I'm convinced that it's all going to work out. If it wasn't we would not be here right now. we have been through so much and there has been so many opportunities to call it quits and we never have. Plus im only absolutely, totally in love with him! He is also my very best friend. Which, is really important to have in a relationship. But we will get there. We were planning for next summer but that definitely is not happening now. I think it's just best for us to drop all the pressure and just let it happen when it does and not force it.

Hmm.. Well i think that's all for now. I've just spilled my whole summer. haha.

<3 me

TOKIO HOTEL IS COMING TO CLEVELAND ON AUGUST 11TH!!!! HOUSE OF BLUES BABY!!!!

I'm sooo excited!! Us girls and the boy are going to have an amazing 2 hour road trip to see Tokio Hotel. I'm so happy.. I can't control it!! I seriously about cried...

No money... But that's what credit cards are for.

Gas- $80

Tickets- $30 

TH Merchandise- $70

Seeing Tokio Hotel Live- PRICELSS!!!

Well.. I'm pretty bored so i figured i'd get on here..

I think it's about to storm soon. It's crazy and it's been so hot today. Also, there's been thunder and rain at different times...reason for the crazy heat and humidity. It's cooled off a lot now. It feels good :).

Summer has been pretty boring so far.. I am still looking for a job and totally not having luck.

I found out today that Tokio Hotel will be back in the States in August!!! I can't wait for them to announce when and where. I'm so going to the closest place they are to me. This will be the third time they are here and I am GOING to SEE THEM!! It will be a great time. Get ready for a road trip rose and chris.. maybe amanda too!! yay!! I love it..

Mtv cribs sucks.. makes me so jealous! haha..

I miss my friends from work!! I can't wait until school starts back up again. I feel so busy, i have a job, and i like the atmosphere. I see all my friends all the time and i feel like im doing something..So i can't wait. Yeah, I'm weird haha.

Well that's all for now~ later dayz